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Vacuum
01:41
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Go to sleep on Friday night. Wake up on Sunday afternoon.
Go back to bed at sunrise and I'll just leave you can rail your lines.
I know that you know that we know that we're all gonna die.
5-0 will soon own. dive deep into a shallow lake of lies.
Lose my patience, melt my head again.
as a consolation to all my friends in the pen.
But me I'll be dead before I'm 20. A piece of shit that does absolutely nothing. At least then I can sleep forever. I'm at a new low and it wont get better.
I know that you know that we know that we're all gonna die.
5-0 will soon own. dive dizzy into a shallow lake of crime.
Lose my patience, melt my head again.
as a consolation to all my friends in the pen.
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Unemployed
02:06
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Say something different. You say the same thing all damn day. What's the difference? You don't listen to what I say. Work still sucks, just in case you're wondering. Got laid off now I'm unemployed again.
And I know something, something will go wrong cause' it's how its gotta be. If it's how it's gonna be then I'll go home, lay in bed. Blow your fucking name out of my head or medicate. I'm sorry that things ended up this way
Don't give a fuck. I think I'll do what I want to. Cause' I'm a punk. I care about me and not you. Waste my life, I'll never amount to anything. But that's alright the girl I love doesn't love me.
And I know something, something will go wrong cause' it's how its gotta be. If it's how it's gonna be then I'll go home, lay in bed. Blow your fucking name out of my head or medicate. I'm sorry that things ended up this way
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Dud
03:39
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"You fucking idiot kid. Kind soul, you don't know what a goal is and you'll never see these times again. Never again. You better grow up quick. Learn to work and disrespect women all in a house of your own. All your own."
Dumb opinions matter like philosophy they will always be around and 'round we go this vicious cycle we all know it's hard to beat. It's hard to kick. It's hard when people like you can't leave it alone.
"You fucking ignorant kid. I've been there before I know how it is." No the fuck you don't shut up. What the fuck man. " You better grow up rich. Stay in school and learn those yuppies tricks to work until 65 then die. You've gotta compromise your happiness for wealth.
Dumb opinions matter like philosophy they will always be around and 'round we go this vicious cycle we all know it's hard to beat. It's hard to kick. It's hard when people like you can't leave it alone.
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Skunk
01:44
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Came to school with a loaded gun. Numb from the taste of fun. Everyone laughed and said that I was dumb until I pulled the trigger with my thumb.
Sit down. Head up. Raise your hand to speak. If you've gotta shit then you have to ask me.
In the age of the telephone, ADHD and the clones I don't know anymore than you may know. But if I'm dead I don't have to cope.
Sit down. Head up. Raise your hand to speak. If you've gotta shit then you have to ask me.
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Rock in The Road
03:20
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Stuck in a rut everyday with nothing to do, no games to play. Why don't we change it up a bit, and put a rock in the road and hope a car hits it.
That's what we did. We put a rock in the road. After it hit it, it had to get towed. That's what we did we totaled your car. You went to the store but you didn't get far. Shouldn't have been driving at that time but I don't care at all cause' that car's not mine. Shouldn't have been driving at that time but I don't care at all cause' that car's not mine.
A million bricks in our back yard. Each one of them says total your car.A million bricks in our back yard. Each one of them says total your car. It's not what you expected going to get your son. But now your car's totaled you new one. It's not what you expected going to get your son. But now your car's totaled you new one.
Stuck in a rut everyday with nothing to do, no games to play. Why don't we change it up a bit and put a rock in the road and hope a car hits it.
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Fantasy Hockey
03:19
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It's not a conversation if I am the only one that's talking. How fucking pathetic and alone. And I hate my fucking friends, nah, that's just me sulking. She says that its selfish to self loathe. Oh well, fucking poor me.
And you'll be forever remembered as the girl who wrote me a fucking chores list in my - Forever remembered as the girl who wrote me a to-do list in my journal.
The exhausted lies are what bother me. Not even worth a one word apology. Is she slipping? Probably. It's just solitary hide and seek. But an apology would bother me because you don't give a fuck and I get it.
I'll never fully recover and I can say that honestly. But I hate fucking therapists and I cant afford a lobotomy.
And honestly never recovering sounds like a pretty good possibility but I'm all too fragile and not in the mood to sit here and list off probabilities.
I've already killed myself once and I don't like it. No..
And it hurts to say so at least you'll know how much I really mean it when I say that you're the worst thing to ever happen to me. You're the best I've ever had. So where does that leave everything. And why even ask that? I don't know.
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Hara-Kiri
02:53
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I'll be out of your way. Cause' you wont go out of your way. Mutual. cooperate. See but who wont stop to say today I may see you?
Getting high and I'm in debt to your help. Suicidal advising me to do well. I hang on every word like nooses we've gently tied. Hara Kiri.
A broken clock is always right twice a day. I wouldn't know what time it is anyway. I'll trip on every word and save them for another time. Hara Kiri
And I can take a hint. I'm a pest and a pessimist. Tried my best but the best was him. Our new chance dead, the past is shit to you and I guess me too.
Getting high and I'm in debt to your help. Suicidal advising me to do well. I hang on every word like nooses we've gently tied. Hara Kiri.
A broken clock is always right twice a day. I wouldn't know what time it is anyway. I'll trip on every word and save them for another time. Hara Kiri
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Mondo Voodoo Gecko
02:18
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Boredom. I'm kind of on the outside. You don't want to re-decide and laugh alone. Help me just avoid it all. Avoid everything and fix your own.
Let your ego die so we can move on with our lives.
Stupidity in tidal waves.
Ignorance and conformity.
Dopamine. To hope is greed.
Hormones just like a noose. I just lost my muse, what do you know?
Help me with your mind games or just let it die. Enjoy the show.
Let your ego die so we can move on with our lives.
Stupidity in tidal waves.
Ignorance and conformity.
Dopamine. To hope is greed.
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Ken Combo
01:53
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And I wonder where I'm going. Cause' I don't know where I am. People tell me I'm going nowhere if nowhere's the best I can. And I am doing all I can, to be the piece of shit I am. You don't have to tell me, I knew it when I was ten.
I don't have a job and I barely have any friends. Today I did nothing, and tomorrow I will do nothing again.
I think I'm a loser and I know everyone does.
I guess ill just have to hate my guts.
I hate my guts.
There is someone out there, I think its an alien. Maybe he wants to come inside, maybe he wants to be friends.
I think I'm a loser and I know everyone does.
I guess ill just have to hate my guts.
I hate my guts.
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10. |
I Can't Wait
03:53
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I can't wait until I can dress in drag again
Raid through my house in zebra printed underpants
I can't wait for everybody to be dead
I can't wait for something new
I can't wait but I guess I'll have to
Ain't no shame to slit my wrists in the bathroom
and i can't wait for everybody to be dead
I can't wait for something new
Dressed up in a dress
She's a masochist, I'm leaving her alone
Pretend i'm not obsessed
because the things that she suggests, they don't turn me
On
Wish I was a Tranny. Wish I loved to love. Wish I had heart.
Wish I was. Wish I was. Wish I was, were, and are selling my art
Wish i had the social skills to signal help.
but the milk man neglected to leave her at the door today
She thought she was a christian
And I wish I were too, i wish I were aroused
But Jesus and the phone bill have her heart.
AHHHHHH!
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Mr. Something
02:43
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Living on the thread.
Hanging by an edge.
Hanging onto every word that my father said.
And I hope to see you soon.
Maybe in a month or two.
Remembering everything that I didn't do.
But it's only for the moment lets get through, and try to make this simple.
She'll trade a needle for her bed.
Now she's sleeping on a bench.
She's got nowhere to stay cause she's losing all her friends.
And her parents finding out, though they never had a doubt.
Selfishly in-between, everybody's house.
But its only for the moment, she'll take the couch.
And be out by the morning.
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Sylvia Fisher Baltimore, Maryland
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